Yeho by Anasis
Part 9
Part 9
“…hugh…ugh….”
He stroked his thin and pale but
soft line back. Every strand of his hair stuck to his sweaty back. It looked
somehow sexy looking at his dark colored hair comparing to his pale white skin.
He kissed his spine with his lips, and the wrists that were pressed down
shivered. He squeezed the mound where it was receiving him, and he heard a
painful moan. Somehow he felt he wanted to be crueler, so he spread his thin
thigh widely. His thighs were so thin that it had ill appearance.
“Ugh!”
He was satisfied hearing his sharp
scream, but he felt weird. Yes, I was always felt weird with this small pale
man. I could’ve just send him away if he didn’t want to be with me. If I didn’t
want to send him away, I could’ve just sliced him. It’s weird that I’m holding
this guy. People who defy the Emperor gets killed right instant. If he didn’t
like that person, he could just kill that person on the spot. He has that kind
of power. Even if that person has strong authority, even if that person is
haughty, he didn’t care. Even the Empress can’t say no to him. He was sure that
he could slice that precious woman like a servant. But not with this man. The
Emperor never had a person defied him like he did, and he never had a person
that he didn’t want to kill even though he defied him.
This man never realizes looking at
his brown eyes filling up with tears hurt my heart, feeling pity when he faints,
looking for his sister makes me mad, and hearing the word ‘no’ makes me feel
like my heart dries away because of the cold wind.
He doesn’t know that I smile only when
I see his face, I worry about his health so I always take care of his meal, I
worry he might cough because he left the window open on windy and rainy days, and
I always feel happy thinking of seeing his face.
Because he doesn’t realize those, he
doesn’t know that I feel inconsiderate. Even if I hold him, he doesn’t know my
heart still aches. And he probably doesn’t know that I can’t let him go even if
he shows painful face because I feel affection towards his thin body.
He held Yeho’s body tightly putting
his face on his hair. Because of his rough movement, Yeho’s moan got louder.
I just blankly stared at the wall
lying down. My whole body was sore that I was afraid to move. I felt a sharp
pain from the bottom, and my wrists and ankles have bold bruises.
“…Your Highness…”
Soa’s voice was wet unlike usual. Soa
slowly came to me and tried to lift my blanket that was covering my lower body.
“Don’t touch it.”
I said it sharply but because of my
sore throat, it just didn’t sound pleasant. Soa stopped and stepped back.
“Your Highness, your wound…”
“Don’t touch me. Don’t come to me.”
I didn’t even move a single finger
and talked to Soa. I just blankly stared at the wall. Soa repeatedly cried, ‘But,
but…’ I just thought that’s like her age.
“….Your Highness, please let me see
your wound. It will make it worst. If you get the fever again…”
“I’ll just die.”
I indifferently said it.
“Your Highness… If you say that…”
“I…don’t like it…”
I don’t like it, Soa. I don’t like
how it became like this. It’s painful and painful. My body hurts, but my heart
hurts more than anywhere. Yes, I get it. I get it how His Majesty looked at me.
Even though I was a man, I was still a concubine. I don’t know why he held me, but
I was still his concubine. I, I just didn’t know that. I get it how he is mad
because his interesting toy is trying to leave the palace, but why do I feel so
sad. He should’ve killed me, why did he do this…
“Your Highness, His Majesty
treasures you. When you went to bed to avoid His Majesty, he always came to see
your sleeping face. His Majesty treasures you that much. So, so…”
“Pathetic…”
“Your Highness…”
“I’m not a woman or beautiful. And
I’m not even from a famous house. When do you think his affection will last?”
“…Your Highness…”
“Leave it. You may leave…”
“But, Your Highness…”
I closed my eyes and didn’t answer
Soa.
Yes, Soa let’s pretend that His
Majesty treasures me. I even have him in my heart, so I should be happy.
Actually, I am happy. Yes… happy. Even if I’m one of those concubines, even if
I’m his toy that he will get sick of it soon, I’m happy that I get to have his
embrace. Although it’s little shameful and painful, there’s nothing I can do I’m
a man, and I brought a man into my heart.
But, but Soa… I can take what
happens to me. I can take the pain but not His Majesty. I can’t stand that
I can be his flaw. This already happened, so His Majesty will hold me for a
while. This place has many eyes, so the rumor that His Majesty holds man will
spread somehow. I’m afraid of that. Yes, it’s funny. I’m still worried about
him at this stage…
“…His..Majesty…”
I was in my thoughts, and I heard
Soa’s voice. My shoulders and back suddenly froze.
“You may leave.”
“Bu..but…”
“Leave that and leave.”
I closed my eyes tightly hearing His
Majesty’s calm but somehow unstable voice. He left not so long ago. He came
back already… It’s not even sunset yet… What if someone notices... Mixed
feeling of uneasiness and resentment made my chest feel tight.
“Yeho.”
He called me and touched my bare
shoulder. I trembled in fear. My body still remembered the pain. But he just
slowly stroked my arm and lifted the blanket little bit. And I felt a warm wet
towel touching my lower body that I didn’t even think of. I shivered my back
because of the sharp pain, and I felt a dull pain in my back.
“Ugh…”
I unconsciously made sound and
hunched my shoulder then he lightly kissed my temple.
“It’s okay… little bit..”
“…Stop that… this…”
I was barely able to open my mouth.
But his hand was busy cleaning my body and because I couldn’t move due to the pain, I just let him do whatever he wanted to do. He carefully moved his hand
and quietly whispered into my ear.
“It’s my first time so bear with
me.”
“Stop…this. You…are not supposed to
do this, Your Majesty.”
“You nag too much, Yeho.”
And he removed the wet towel. I felt
him walking to somewhere. I stood up and turn my body to His Majesty’s side.
Surprisingly he walked to my closet and took out the white dress.
“Your Majesty!”
I was surprised and moved my body.
Then a sharp pain came all the way up to my head.
“Oh no, you can’t move.”
He hold the dress and came to me. I
frowned and looked at the dress that he was carrying.
“Why did you take that out? Leave
it. I’m going to throw it away.”
“Why are you throwing it away?”
I couldn’t say anything. He sighed
looking at me and put the dress on my shoulder. I bit my lip feeling the soft
silk texture. I felt like crying.
“I heard it’s yours.”
“I’m going to throw it away.”
“I heard you came wearing this and
bow down to the side where I went on a patrol. Soa told me.”
“I told you. I don’t need that
anymore.”
“No…”
He smiled brightly. I blankly stared
at his smile because I’ve never seen that kind of smile on his face. And I
realized. His lips had a big smile, but his eyes lost all the light in him.
“You need it.”
I was in shock because of his tainted black pearl eyes. I heard his gentle and sweet but bad feeling voice.
“You’ll wear it once more. I’m going
to place you as a Madame (Highest among concubines. Ranked after Empress). I already
told them about it.”
My mind went blank. He softly
touched my face with his hand and rubbed his lips on my chin and neck.
“No, it can’t be this. I have to
tell them to make it again. I’ll prepare the highest quality of white silk,
satin, and veil and get diamond beads…”
I couldn’t breathe.
I’m this nervous hiding like this. Madame?
Did he just say Madame? Me a man?
I looked at him in shock, and he
smiled gently but somehow it looked insane.
“Did you really think I’ll leave you alone
like this? Don’t even think of leaving this place. This Flower Fence Palace
will be left as the place you are staying, but your room will be moved to my room.
Few of the previous Emperors did take their Madame to their room. Probably you will be the Madame who stayed in the Emperor's bedroom the longest. Unless either of us
die, I won’t let you go out.”
I blankly stared at his face. He
slide the dress that was on my shoulder with his dead smile. I felt a soft silk
sliding down my shoulder, but I was still blankly staring at him. His Majesty
just kissed my boney shoulder and moved my hair to one side of my
shoulder, and he stroked my spine that shows bones.
I
am the shower of rain… I can only be the shower of rain… That’s what I thought.
I came all the way
here to prevent from it, but I still became the strong shower of rain that
ruins the person that I love. This beautiful and precious person will get dirty
by the dirt puddle that caused by the rain.
I closed my eye feeling
hopelessness.
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Thnx you ..this is great .... The emperor really crazy doing that while yeho is sick ..hehehe
ReplyDeleteOh my God! How can he hid his identity if he becomes like that! I shock when read this part. With that Yeho will never leave the palace. Ohh, I really curious what happend next
ReplyDeletePoor Yeho ! Raped by the cold emperor and now that !
ReplyDeleteWhat a change of situation for him ! It seems that he has no choice after all. And the emperor seems a little bit… crazy. Totally under the spell of Yeho. He will certainly be the first to rise a man like a "Madame". I wonder how the court will react toward Yeho and his new rank.
That's why I am really impatient to read the next chapter.
Thank you for your work and for sharing with us.
thank you for update and please update kill the light i really love that one ~ ena
ReplyDeleteThank you for the update..
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